Glimpses of my childhood

When I recall my childhood years, I remember eagerly waiting for school to end, and summer vacation to begin.  Summer vacation meant two months at my mother's ancestral home in Bihar, in the eastern part of India. Summer vacation signaled endless, aimless hours, where no school or homework intruded. Summer allowed a loosening of the rigid rules and regulations that bound our lives during the school term. Summer was the season to devour lots of sweet, juicy mangoes. I looked forward to those idyllic times we spent in the three-storied house owned by my maternal grandfather and grandmother (Dadu and Didima in Bengali), where a gaggle of aunts and uncles and cousins would gather for the summer.

We had to travel by train for nearly 2-3 days (depending on where we lived -in Delhi or near Bangalore) to my grandparents' house. Even though I was impatient to get to our destination, the chugging rhythm of the train soothed me. At night, the rhythmic movement of the wheels rocked me to sleep. My parents always worried about how they would keep us occupied during the journey, and the remedy was to buy us books --a decision my sister and I greeted with great joy.  My father (Baba in Bengali) would take us to the bookstall on the railway platform, and we would ask the bookseller for books written by the famed English children's author, Enid Blyton, who was very popular in India.  My sister and I would get one book a piece, which we would manage to finish by the end of the journey. I still have these books on my bookshelf in the US.

Once we reached our destination, we didn't bother much with the adults, as we now had our cousins to play with. During the day it would be too hot to go out and play, so we would confine ourselves to the cooler rooms on the ground floor of the house. Our favorite spot to crawl into, was the space underneath my grandfather's bed.  The smooth concrete floor felt so cool.  My cousin, Tumpadidi, would entertain us for hours with vivid description of Hindi movies she had watched.  My parents did not allow us to watch movies, as they considered movies inappropriate for children, but my aunt (Bodo mashi --my mom's oldest sister) did not harbor such notions.  Years later, when we watched the same movies, we realized how faithful my cousin to the movie details, and gained new appreciation for her strong memory.

Of course, no Indian movie would be complete without music --often the plot was secondary to the music.  Music pervaded our lives the entire summer.  At night, we would go to sleep with the radio playing Hindi movie songs.  When I first moved to the US, I missed the blare of the ditties on the radio, especially the channel, Vividh Bharathi. Even now when I hear those tunes, I become nostalgic about the carefree days I spent in my maternal grandparents house (called Mamabari in Bengali). “Gaata rahe mera dil” from Guide, “Dekho maine dekha hai yeh ek sapna” from Love story.  Wednesday evening at 8 PM, we gathered around the radio on the terrace to listen to our favorite music program “Binaca Geetmala” (later renamed Cibaca Geetmala when Binaca was rebranded to Cibaca) on Radio Ceylon, whose host was a man with a mesmerizing voice, Amin Sayani.  We would hum along to the "Top 20 Hindi songs of the week."  I still remember the Hindi phrasing he used “Toh paidan number....” (translation “at rank number”).

As a kid, I assumed that little people living inside the radio sang the beautiful music, and I would try my utter best to catch a glimpse of them. When I failed to see them, I thought that they were playing hide-and-seek with me.  Some years later, I was relieved of my fanciful notions when my cousins took apart a radio to fix it.  alas! It was all physics and electronics.

Of course, a description of summer would be incomplete without a mention of rain.  The end of the dry summer season was signaled by the onset of monsoons.  The parched soil soaked up the water, permeating the air with a warm, sweet smell of wet earth (as we say in Hindi “mitti ki sondhi kushboo”).  Some years later in school, we would the poem “Rain in Summer” by Henry Wordsworth Longfellow.  Now my sentimentality for rain is forever intertwined with this poem, with its simple but elegant description of the downpour:

"Across the window-pane
It pours and pours;
And swift and wide,
With a muddy tide,
Like a River down the gutter roars
The rain, the welcome rain!"

In Bihar (later Jharkhand), hailstones often accompanied the rain in summer.  Oh, how we loved getting wet in the rain to cool off, and picking up the hail to suck on them.  We would have competition among us cousins to see who would gather the largest hailstones, or the largest number of hailstones. While other mothers might warn their kids not to get wet in the rain, my mother (Ma in Bengali) always encouraged us to get soaked.  She said the rain provided us relief from the fevered heat of the sun, allowing our bodies and minds to calm down.  Even some of the adults would join us kids in our celebration of the rain.  we would whirl and dance in the rain on the terrace. What a glorious end to the summer it made!